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August 12 2017

New job needs new computer

wienerlicious:

wienerlicious:

😭😭😭😭 y'all are amazing…

i’m the friend mentioned on here, i sought this job out so i could spend more time and money on Taylor, and we all saw how that turned out. but now that that’s over, they want me for the job, and i really need a new job (i had lost my job back in April but was unable to find a new one until after July because of all my travel plans - as i had already budgeted out for the end of July i’m broke now and my credit is almost maxed) but my computer isn’t good enough. Chelsea is awesome and set up a gofundme for a nice affordable computer that meets the job’s minimum requirements

Update! I need the computer by Tuesday! 😳

i just feel so fucking empty… like even when something good happens and makes me happy it’s only for a second because i want to share that happiness with my favourite person and i can’t…

August 11 2017

shoutout to the people standing by with toilet paper when life shits on you 👌

August 10 2017

New job needs new computer

wienerlicious:

😭😭😭😭 y'all are amazing…

i’m the friend mentioned on here, i sought this job out so i could spend more time and money on Taylor, and we all saw how that turned out. but now that that’s over, they want me for the job, and i really need a new job (i had lost my job back in April but was unable to find a new one until after July because of all my travel plans - as i had already budgeted out for the end of July i’m broke now and my credit is almost maxed) but my computer isn’t good enough. Chelsea is awesome and set up a gofundme for a nice affordable computer that meets the job’s minimum requirements

Update! I need the computer by Tuesday! 😳

the last time i was in LA was when we became official

my grandma just called to tell me she’ll be in San Diego soon and would love to go get a beer with me and Taylor

I want to fucking die

August 09 2017

if you want to fucking die just clap your hands 👏👏
if you want to fucking die just clap your hands 👏👏
if your partner of a year just broke your fucking heart through the phone
then you’ll surely want to die just clap your hands 👏👏

my heartbeat physically feels like a knife stabbing me in the chest

I still don’t understand

why do this

New job needs new computer

😭😭😭😭 y'all are amazing…

i’m the friend mentioned on here, i sought this job out so i could spend more time and money on Taylor, and we all saw how that turned out. but now that that’s over, they want me for the job, and i really need a new job (i had lost my job back in April but was unable to find a new one until after July because of all my travel plans - as i had already budgeted out for the end of July i’m broke now and my credit is almost maxed) but my computer isn’t good enough. Chelsea is awesome and set up a gofundme for a nice affordable computer that meets the job’s minimum requirements

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i want that back

what happened

0445 d797 500

that’s the last time I received “I love you” in a text

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in hindsight that should’ve been a red flag

but we were still talking about our future and living together and

ugh

apparently taylor ~knew i wasn’t right from day one but decided to date me anyway, decided to lead me to believe we were going to spend the rest of our lives together, told me that that was what they wanted for us

August 08 2017

i already had that travel booked for wednesday and i made it clear i still wanted to come out and talk about what happened face to face and actually spend a good relaxed time together

so like we’re going to have to talk today and my heart is racing and i’m going to fucking throw up i’m so scared

“come live in cali, come live in cali, come live in cali… oh you’re distancing yourself from your ties to vegas and looking for new jobs that’d help you spend more time out here????? nevermind i’m going to end a year long relationship over the damn phone”

oh and i got called about that work-from-home tech support job i had applied for specifically so i could spend even way more time in cali with taylor and like they want to hire me and i’m so mad

the worst part is like the post-getting-dumped-over-the-damn-phone like absolute devastation and panic and horror and loss has worn off and now it’s just like

emptiness and like

an analytical look at it and like

it’s still wrong it’s still not right that we’re not together we were still supposed to spend the rest of our lives together we were still good for each other like

~“it just feels so unbearable right now because of all of the emotions you’re feeling from getting dumped” or whatever but like

analytically no

still unbearable, just unable to blame it on reactionary emotions

August 07 2017

also y'all astrology fuckers now warning about now being a bad time for relationships????? you couldn’t have warned us normal folk in advance????? fuck you man

tbh it’s not even worth it to me to watch game of thrones anymore without date night like… Taylor’s commentary and analysis and us discussing the episode like… guess i got this far on the show to give up this close to the end ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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